It's already 3 months since my first day been here. And I still found difficulties using English.. Although my environment is english-user, but still I can found Indonesian here and talking in bahasa Indonesia. Although I am very proud of my language, but still to survive here I should using English fluently.
Just feel so funny, that the people from south east asia, using English to comunicate with each other. Hmm, may be u will call me as a fanatics of anti-colonialism. Hmm, yes I am..
Sometimes, I just think it's not fear, that a friend of mine who speak english as her first language is very easy to understand amount of articles or even a book. She can finish read it very fast. Comparing with my self, that need much time to finish and understand an article or a book. Hmm.. but it's not excuse, I should keep my spirit that I can. As a women from the third world (hmm am I being racist..?) I should try and give my best.
So, now, the game is started. Full of energy and obsession. Go..Go...
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