dalam lelahku

I don't know what should I do. What I have face now really really slapped me. I can't think positively, and what I do is grumble with my suck life..

I though I have did the best that I can, and it is the result that I get? They only takes benefit from me, and after it they kick me. How damn this life... It is wrong if I try to be good in all of works that I have done? If I look the other, I grumble with my life and ask my self, why me..?

the result is I tortured my self.. What I felt now is I am dying and getting crazy.. negative aura comes from my body. I hate this. May be I am desperate with this life, yes I am.

I don't care with what I have done in this world.