daftar keinginan

nggak terasa dah bulan September saja.. ada beberapa keinginan yang ingin saya wujudkan, moga-moga terwujud next year ato tahun ini, hehehe...

Dapat kerjaan baru
since I moved to the new position, my desire to leave this institution getting high. As a result, I looking for another job.
I failed on OXFAM test (actually I want that job, not only I could leave this f***ing condition, but also for silly reason that I could explained it).
I think with my qualification, I could get job easily. I still looking for good job that suitable for me. (do you know?)

Get scholarship
another way to leave this condition is by getting scholarship. I still on my try to get it. Wish GOD make it easily for me. I looking for some scholarship, but so far I just send 1 application. I'll try more and more till I get.
so, I took some course, preparing my proposal research (but till now I stuck at it), looking for university and contact the professor. still on my trying, but for professor, I've just contact a professor in Germany, but he is not yet answer my email.

Having vocation
Actually I want go to Mentawai, to meet new and different experience. Or go to Riau, for exploring my research deeply.
But I've planned traveling to Ho chi minh, vietnam next year (on Februari).
Wish I could get opportunity to attend the workshop that I have applied, so I could go to Bangkok.

write my novel, write more
I wish I could publish my novel, and it can inspiring everyone with my way of writing. Also write more and more (also could publish it). I don't know, why now it's easily for me to get stuck, but I hope I can jump from that situation. I'm sure I can do better.

Prove them who I am
It's difficult. Since I know this unfairness, I promise to my self. I want prove them who I am, that I am qualified person, I can meet everything. (it's hard more over it tends me become cynical..)

Get high TOEFL score
I wish I could reach more than 600 points at TOEFL.

akay.. segini aja dulu ah..